Sigh. Maybe I should stop blogging on weekends. Friday nights suck, saturday nights are not any better either. Even though I just did lms test today, everything about controlling anger and choosing the correct response to it, I can't help not being negative. After so many years, so many months, so many weeks, so many days, so many weekends added up all together, I never seem to have learned anything. Nothing is going to change for my sake, and all that I can do is to get over it. It appeared like it was okay and all, perhaps underneath all that, it'll be just another act. The drama is funny, but I'm not laughing. The song is nice, but I can't seem to appreciate it. I'm acting like another zombie, it's beyond my control now.
I need a hug. But all there is to do now is to cross my fingers and pray hard tomorrow will be better.