Hello blog, I know I've neglected you for a long time. But I have new inspirations to post about today! I've learned exceptionally much for today's youth service. It was about achieving our own destinies which many people have failed to do. I believe there's a plan for each person living on this Earth and ultimately, there is a destiny which brings us to our full potential here. Anyway it wasn't really the sermon which brought me to my senses, it was the prophecy which the pastor's wife gave me. Prophecy sounds unbelievable to some of you out there, but believe me it does happen. I received one in the youth camp last year, and it really did change my life since then. Every single thing the person said to me, it's exactly what I'm facing in my life. Both times. Today she told me that I'm always feeling scared. And it was absolutely true, for no reason most of the time. The reasons don't even make sense to me sometimes. That I felt that I was inferior because of what others say of me. And I was just thinking of that the past few days, or maybe just one. I realised it doesn't have to matter what others think or say of me. I may be getting fatter and fatter each passing second, but that's really just secondary. What God sees of me is what's most important.