I survived obs, that's an accomplishment. I wasn't actually physically fit to begin with, and I made it through anyway. Marshall aka hungrybears was an awesome group of people. Though we didn't manage to complete all the tasks given, we undoubtedly had tons of fun together. It was a group of people who really cared for one another, whether in their needs or personality, we tried to make it up for each other. Times spent together was rather short though. There were many things that happened during the camp, but I don't feel like talking all about the activities since everyone else in the camp went through the same things. But the things learned, much more than just the 7 habits, really gave me a brand new perspective of life and everything else. I don't want to be going through just the motion of life. I don't want to be living in the past thinking about the regrets I had. I don't want to remain in a vicious cycle and wait for something or someone to take it all away.
The same problems from before are placed before me again, and it's just really tiring to be stuck with the same annoying emotions and feedback. But I can't decide what to do about it anymore.